My family hates me. And by family, I mean my cousins. That's really all that's left, my cousins - my mother's brothers' children. (I have no siblings except for: 1, the one I was hidden from; 2, the half-sister from another mother and her now-deceased brother. This is a really long story I'm not … Continue reading They Hate Me … Because They Love Me
If this painting looks familiar to anyone, it's because on July 4th I posted this: My original painting was this: ... and, as you know I do, I always either tone a page for the future or I create something new with my leftovers of a painting. The Heavens was made from the leftovers … Continue reading The Heavens, and …
Response to Pointless Overthinking's Question of the Day – No. 508 "How often do you assume others think bad about you and how do those thoughts look like?" When I read this prompt, a torrent of emotions flowed into me. Do I assume others think bad about me? YES YES A THOUSAND TIMES YES. … Continue reading I Know What You’re Thinking: How I Became a Loner
I bet I'm not the only one. "Normal" is coming back. Here's the problem: I never was "normal"; I never liked "normal"; I was never able to pull off "normal". I haven't missed it, although the way, many ways, it went missing made me angry and distraught. Returning to it is akin to a death … Continue reading Life on the Outside: Getting Back to Normal When You Never Really Were
While I've been seeking out all manner of information about blogging since creating Proof of My Existence, I came across an article discussing whether or not a blogger needs a niche, which I do not have and I doubt I'll ever have. The author said, "You definitely need a niche. And remember, nobody wants to … Continue reading Are Personal Bloggers “Whining”?